Monday, June 19, 2006
I feel awkward. I've known you for almost 4 years but today. I just feel as though you're a total stranger to me. What would you do if you feel as though you barely know your own mother. You felt as though you've been disowned and as easy as a snapped, she's there again! Mother.. mother.. mother.. I hate my own motherfucker.. I've lost my own mom. and now? what's going to happen to this mother? I don't know what's next. I'm seeing less of your protective nature, your cautious-ness to take care of my very fragile heart, it seems as though you don't care about that anymore. Wait! i'm not making assumption. This is what i truly feel. And i believe that everyone of us is entitled to their own opinion.

When i was "younger".. Those immature days. You really got hold of me. sheltering and protecting me from all the impurities. You were there. From the troubles i got with the teachers. Through "O" level.. When i left SAJC.. When i did nothing for the rest of the time.. When i get into SP.. Those days without food & money.. When i quarrelled with practically everyone at home. When i left the house.. When i needed a break.. The countless talk.. EVERYTHING! you were there.. And now.. I don't know you and i hate to deny that. I don't know what went wrong. I'm clueless. well....like i said.. i shall leave things the way they are.. If only i can find replacement for mothers like how you find replacement for everything else..

just so retro.Monday, June 19, 2006

PROFILE:
The Retrolicious Owner: Nurul Giyanto Shahidah

Defined Age: 19

School:
Singapore Polytechnic
St Andrew's Junior College(not 1st 3 months, was there for about 8 months)
Kent Ridge Secondary School
Queenstown Primary School

Birthday:
31st October 1987( get me prezziessss)

Life Expectancy I hope to live till the ripe age of.... erm... 21?

Sexual Activities erm..irregularity brings prosperity. ;)

Marital Status Married with no kids but 10 grandchildren

Lame scale I'm super duper lame. Please do not entertain

I'm not funny neither do i try to be funny.
I love the simpson.
i want a green hair but i don't want the director to announce it to the entire school again.
I wish i can try pork.
I think boyfriends are nuisance.
I want to be an arsonist.
I hate SAJC.
I'd rather water the plants than go for FOM lectures.
I only have 1 enemy, VEGETABLE!
I want a year's supply of campbell mushroom soup for my birthday.
I want to own M.O.S and Devil's Bar.
I want to buy a bungalow and get all the thieves to live with me.
I think i'm an egocentric bitch.
I love myself and i hate you. yes you.
You're stupid to be reading this shit. lol! .


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xiaoqian
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