Wednesday, June 14, 2006
I'm wondering. Why is everyone so mad at me? Is it justifiable? i truly understand their sincere intention and i appreciate that. I'm guilty for whatever sins and unfortunate circumstances that i've brought upon myself. I'm not shoving the blame on others. It's solely me. I drink. Things happened. There's one thing you people should know. Nothing happened. I mean metaphorically nothing. You know when you're intoxicated, you tend to lose control of things. I know and i realize that it was all so wrong. So, how can i redeem myself? Tell me. There's nothing much i can do at this point in time.


I'm confused and i don't know how do i get out of this turmoil. It's terrible when you have to deal with this all by yourself. However, i thank you guys for your support. Nysha, i know you're outrage and it's definitely okay. Thanks suada(sue buffey), i know you care.I don't know what i should do. really. I feel helpless and i don't want to land myself in another dungent. As for mother, sometimes i just don't understand you. really. Sometimes i wonder whether you truly understand me. I wish you would try to ask what's going through my head. I've stop assuming and presuming. And i'm left with nothing to say. absolute nothing. period.

just so retro.Wednesday, June 14, 2006

PROFILE:
The Retrolicious Owner: Nurul Giyanto Shahidah

Defined Age: 19

School:
Singapore Polytechnic
St Andrew's Junior College(not 1st 3 months, was there for about 8 months)
Kent Ridge Secondary School
Queenstown Primary School

Birthday:
31st October 1987( get me prezziessss)

Life Expectancy I hope to live till the ripe age of.... erm... 21?

Sexual Activities erm..irregularity brings prosperity. ;)

Marital Status Married with no kids but 10 grandchildren

Lame scale I'm super duper lame. Please do not entertain

I'm not funny neither do i try to be funny.
I love the simpson.
i want a green hair but i don't want the director to announce it to the entire school again.
I wish i can try pork.
I think boyfriends are nuisance.
I want to be an arsonist.
I hate SAJC.
I'd rather water the plants than go for FOM lectures.
I only have 1 enemy, VEGETABLE!
I want a year's supply of campbell mushroom soup for my birthday.
I want to own M.O.S and Devil's Bar.
I want to buy a bungalow and get all the thieves to live with me.
I think i'm an egocentric bitch.
I love myself and i hate you. yes you.
You're stupid to be reading this shit. lol! .


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xiaoqian
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